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20 Jun, 2009

Devojka koja nikada nije volela

Proza i oko nje — Autor linga @ 13:29

Nikada nije volela.Nikog od one plejade snažnih, rutavih luku, majmunskih manira i nekontrolisanog krika. Nikog od slatkorečivih, večito pripitih, sa lošom dikcijom, još lošijim zadahom, od onih što su  vrhuncem romantike smatrali karanfile i flekavi karirani stoljnak nekog bircuza.Nikog od onih matoraca, precvalih ljubavnika. Ni napupelih bubuljičara, što su recitovali da ne prasnu prerano. Ni finih, majkinih sinova, i  nepopravljivih tuđih muževa što su  je pipali bojažljivo, osvrćući se dok stenju nad njom.Ni onih zarobljenih u Edipu što zamišljaju ko zna koju matorku dok se pred njom klanjaju. A ni onih ulickanih, opeglanih u idejama skupog, prodavaca magle. Nije čeznula ni za dodirima terorista sa bejbi fejsom, ni olinjalih studenata, koji indeks nosaju kao dokaz navodne pameti.

Začudo nije volela ni one što su besno turirali svojim krvlju zarađenim džipom u njenoj slepoj ulici, obznanjujući dolazak, ni one što su nudili crtu belog, tamu, plastični sjaj i silikonski poljubac. Ni one što su kroz život udarali glavom, pa đonom, bez milosti i uvertire, bez predigre. Oni su bili pajtosi, mučenici, saborci. I ništa više, ni manje. 

Zašto onda ona voli baš njega?

Zato što je nasmejan, vedar,  dečije iskren i zvonak.  Zbog njega nosi u sebi svih ovih sumornih godina ukus dečačkog poljupca. 

 I zato što je mrtav, ispario, raspada se, kao i njeno svetlo na kraju tunela.  Zato što  će sada, kada ga zatrpaju u ovu raku, u njoj završiti i nada da ona, bivša devojka za maštanje, uvela konkubina tuđih srećnih uzdaha, zaslužuje da voli...  


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  3. @Drveni advokat, hvala mnogo :)
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  5. @Gordanuska, hvala na lepim recima.

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  6. Samo da te pozdravim!
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  7. Zasigurno ima ono NESTO sto nijedan drugi nije imao. E sada, kada bismo umele da definisemo to NESTO, znale bi smo i sta da trazimo :) Poz.

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  8. Pozdrav, Goco!
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